run with it
a poem
TW: depressed while writing so the poem’s definitely a bit depressing sorry
This one is ALSO a scheduled post. I’m probably not even awake yet lmao. Too much poetry too fast, I know, but if my account gets shut down I guess I’d just want these out there? I dunno. Anyways, here, you lovely people:
I fear I shall run madly Not from myself but from this thing that is within me Oh, I cannot be contained by these walls in me And yet I am and cannot escape them or the Burning indigo torrent that sits here The deaths around and shockéd violet fear There are eyes, all around but from within, that leer Eyes torn wide but my sight limited as though all I did was peer And the shaking has no need of overtaking As it drinks my soul thirst-slaking As effectively as salt because it was my fault and I am breaking No chase because it's here and the aching Is stronger than twisted frozen chains As I gasp and my bouncing heart strains Feet barely carrying me over these frozen plains That burning in eating black stains Until I reach the cliff where the air Is finally pure and hale and fair As I fall, plummetting upwards without care And then I'll tear But that current in me will not die It shall weave tormented through clouds high Soul twinkling in a single drop from my empty eye Shell abandoned, but today I run, because it is not that day


Amazing. Absolutely amazing. It won't let me quote anythnig, but just know I wanted to
omg you write soo well!!!! Probably gonna go through all your poems now <3